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polaroidcats · 1 year ago

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i'm actually going out for drinks tonight for the first time in ages but now it's been 4 hours since i sent a reminder/are-we-still-on-for-tonight? text into the groupchat and the only person who replied so far is the one who already said they'd be over an hour late because of work but i was the one who made the reservation so i feel like i need to be on time and the radio silence is doing wonders for my anxiety

#ramblings #and the other friend who said she was definitely coming also already told me she'll probably be late because she has dinner plans #i can just already see myself sitting there alone waiting for them for ages ughhgggg i love uncertain plans so much!!!!/s #doesn't stress me out AT ALL i'm so chill #and idek who else is or isn't coming bc we made the plans so long ago bc its a uni reunion kinda thing #so now i'm just sat at home anxiously waiting for ANYONE in the groupchat to reply and say if they'll be there on time #bc i don't want to just sit there on my own for an hour until the others arrive #anyways i'll just bring a book #to get the party started #love having anxiety so much it makes all the experiences SO MUCH MORE FUN #like stressing out abt something that hasnt even happened #anxiety #also this is the kind of thing i would never post on any other social media lol bc i would be afraid of sounding like a loser #but on tumblr i can be my true authentic loser self 💞✨✨#me? going out? it's less likely than you think!

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